I’m doing that in my personal life. I just spent a bundle of money on advertising for 6 weeks and it resulted in nothing. I did learn to put myself out there, see that the universe knew better and that it was not the right time.
It expanded my awareness to see the bigger picture to see what I was advertising was not focused enough on what modality I want to concentrate on, and now I do.
It was like taking a college course some classes you glean a lot from and some not so much. As a character from one of Dickens’ novels said: “you pays your money and you takes your chances.”
It’s all an enjoyable “read” in the end. Will you stop judging and enjoy the journey?