First know that whatever you said “YES” to has already been formed in the etheric. Sometimes we have to clean the cache as it were. I use the “Boom” technique to just blow up every desire from the past.
Now you are in the present and are like a Knight on a Quest. The Holy Grail already exists as does your heart’s desire. Both are really aspects of your Higher Self and are only LOVED into “reality.” That’s right you help it materialize through the vibration of love and gratitude.
That’s right 3D reality challenges you--- will you be diverted from your QUEST or stay true to your focus. Remember what you focus on is what you bring into reality the quickest.
So, use your energetic sword a.k.a. tools to vanquish the lower vibrating experiences and diversions; and instead focus on the loving feeling of what you desire. Gently return your focus when you catch yourself distracted---you are a KNIGHT of the Realm and on a sacred quest for yourself and what brings you and the world more joy, peace, love, and holiness.
Now go forth and slay the dragon of limbo and temptation.