Why, because I don’t like to be responsible for my life. Here’s an example: a friend, whom I habitually give my power away to, encouraged me to take a particular supplement. My body kept telling me “NO.” I refused to listen---even after body testing. I was in the habit of not trusting myself in health matters.
Four of my five doctors agreed that the supplement was the cause of my current autoimmune hepatitis. I am now in a battle for my life. Only 20% of the people are cured after a year and a half. The rest will experience anything from reoccurrence to liver failure.
It was/is my bodies way of saying: “will you address your anger issues around giving your power to others; or, will you take responsibility and focus on healing yourself?”
I am focusing on being in the 20 percentile and KNOWING that my friend is not to blame, and that until I can set a clear boundary with MYSELF around this I can’t ask or take medical advice from her.
Will you play the blame game or take responsibility?