How will this impact my business? The “what if’s” in this transition can feel daunting. What if I’m not comfortable living in a strangers house? What if I won’t have enough privacy? What if I can’t find a room to rent? What if I can’t get internet access? The list can seem endless.
It boils down to the EGO not having “it’s” way. Yes, I’ve lived alone most of my life and I’m set in my ways. Perhaps this is the universe giving me the experience of “humility.” Yep, I’ve been through a lot and the best teachers have been through tough times. The best students are in the midst of tough times.
I’m also INTENSELY private.
There goes that pesky EGO--- there goes my fear of being criticized and judged. I have idiosyncrasies; but they are mine and I laugh at how I defend them.
So borrow some benefits and tap along.
KC: Even though the “what if’s” are driving me crazy. I accept the swirling thoughts in my head and love myself anyway.
KC: Even though I want what I want and I want it my way. I accept that the universe might want me to learn something through this experience.
KC: Even though I don’t want to learn my lesson this way. I accept my feelings and want to love myself through this process.
EB: All these “what if’s”
SE: All these fears about the future
UE: Not having it MY way
UN: I’ll be judged
CH: They could kick me out
CB: Or, I might not find a place
UA: What if I never get a job
TH: Oh, the noise in my head--- it feels like it will explode
EB: What would love do and say
SE: Sweetie, you are okay even if they don’t like you
UE: I bet if love yourself enough they can’t help but love you
UN: Even if they don’t like me I’m still okay?
CH: yes—- look for the lesson
CB: Oh, more brain stuff
UA: No, the lesson is to always love yourself
TH: You might be there to model to them how to love yourself no matter what you go through
EB: Or, you might be there to learn from them
SE: it’s an adventure either way
UE: how will you react
UN: that determines how long you stay in the unknown
CH: what would love do?
CB: Breathe --- maybe it’s time to learn about letting people into your life in a whole new way
UA: Visualizing this experience not from the old lens of past experiences; but from a new paradigm
TH: Mutual support and positive growth
Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh
CB: Learning about relationships in a whole new way. Learning about myself in a whole new way. Scary or exciting?!?! I get to pick the lens I choose to look through. I want to choose exciting.
(Looks like I have a lot to tap on. More tomorrow.)