Just when I think I’m out something happens to try to suck me back into the drama. The spiral up can be a challenge.
You struggle to set boundaries, to stand firm in your freedom and direction. Then it happens---that drama-person(s) who tries to get you to “react” to “defend” or “explain” yourself. That insane loop of Logic that really is Insane.
The guilt, the resentment, the irritation of why does this keep happening? You moan that you just want to live your life in peace. It’s hard to not react and engage with these toxic people. Yet, by letting them think they have won or gotten the last word in is often the road to peace and up the spiral to freedom.
KC: Even though I severed my ties with this person here they come again. I acknowledge my frustration and anger and love myself enough NOT to respond.
KC: Even though I know I’m right and they are wrong I acknowledge that if I react the roller-coaster will continue. I love myself enough NOT to respond.
KC: Even though I’m creating this test to see just how committed I am to my ascension I honor how difficult it is and love and accept myself.
EB: Why must this person stir things up
SE: Why do people have to have the last word
UE: Why do I have to deal with this again
UN: Why can’t they see
CH: It took me decades to see the light
CB: I still make mistakes
UA: I still slip
TH: Guess I need to have some compassion
EB: They can’t help themselves
SE: I’m not the right teacher for them
UE: I tried and learned that they are still stuck
UN: I have to accept where they are
CH: It really has nothing to do with me
CB: That’s just the way they move through the world
UA: I can just smile and see them as a child who just doesn’t “get it”
TH: Acceptance for where we all are
EB: I want people to accept where I am
SE: If they can’t or won’t it isn’t a reflection on me
UE: We are all on different rungs of the spiral
UN: Letting them be where they are
CH: Being okay with the process
CB: Trusting I am being taken care of
UA: Trusting my Team will lead me where I need to be
Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh
CB: Trusting that I am on the right track to exit the illusion of the “struggle”