Oh, how my mind loves drama! It just loves to dwell in the past or jump into the future. Mostly it loves making up future scenarios and wither creates drama or a fairytale ending. Neither of which serves a constructive purpose.
What I am discovering is that the solutions lie in the present. If I can stay focused on what is in front of me and relax then I stand a chance of the universe sending me a joyous future.
I may not like what is in front of me. I may not like what the universe wants me to walk through (but it is my creation ultimately). I may not like waiting; but dealing with reality is the only way to manifest the money, joy, and bliss I desire.
KC: Even though I like to escape my harsh reality. I know the solution lies in the present. I accept the mental conflict and love and forgive myself for my slips.
KC: Even though I’d rather fantasize a happy-miracle-ending, I know that only leads to disappointment and despair. I love and accept my silly-goose brain for trying to make me happy.
KC: Even though I don’t like the present mess I’m in and suffer from impatience. I honor my frustration and choose to love and forgive my slips and deal with what is real.
EB: I don’t like this place
SE: I want a miracle NOW
UE: I don’t want to do the foot work
UN: I don’t have the solid faith it takes to believe
CH: It’s easier to escape
CB: No it’s not
UA: Look at how many years your mental flights have cost you
TH: Change can only happen if rooted in the NOW
EB: I have to take responsibility for what I created
SE: I have to keep breathing and relaxing and believing
UE: its okay to laugh at my slips
UN: They are hard habits to break
CH: I would be patient with a child
CB: This is new behavior for me
UA: I want to focus on today
TH: I want to honor how hard I’m working
EB: Even if it takes 9 months from today
SE: that’s less than the years I’ve spent keeping prosperity away from me
UE: I deserve to be prosperous
UN: It starts with respecting where I am today
CH: and changing my thinking and behavior
CB: Trust does not come easy
UA: It starts with trusting me
TH: I believe and trust myself to stick with this
Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh
CB: Believing in me and my A-Team. Focusing on what is in front of me. I’m sorry it took me so long to “get it.” Even if I forget its okay I’ll get there. I choose to believe in me and the present.