KC: Even though I find myself reversing numbers from time to time surely it doesn’t mean a thing. I’m open to looking at this.
KC: Even though I reverse numbers from time to time surly I never made a vow to punish myself for not being perfect.
KC: Even though in my heart I don’t always feel worthy surely it won’t show up in reversing numbers.
EB: I always reverse numbers
SE: Maybe I’m dyslexic
UE: So what---I’m not perfect
UN: I do remember being made fun of
CH: I do remember being told I was stupid
CB: I do remember feeling small and less than
UA: Every time I reverse a number I feel a stinging in my heart
TH: It reminds me all the times I was made fun of
EB: All the times it created confusing and missed opportunities
SE: I’m not perfect
UE: I was punished for not being perfect
UN: Maybe I’m still punishing myself
CH: In my heart when I’m not perfect I beat myself up
CB: I feel ashamed
UA: Maybe I took a vow to not have money until I was perfect
TH: Opps, I’ll never have money then
EB: Maybe it’s time to forgive myself for not being perfect
SE: It’s worth a shot
UE: I don’t know anyone who is perfect in every area of their life
UN: I’m just as human as them
CH: I’m just as infallible as them
CB: Letting the past shames go
UA: Coming from mercy and compassion for myself
TH: That was then and this is now
Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh
CB: Step by step, inch by inch---taking baby steps. Letting go of the shames of the past. Allowing myself to be imperfect. Striving toward excellence NOT perfection. Excellence means you do the best you can and measure yourself to individual standards.
As you go through your day know that you only have to do the best you HONESTLY can and KNOW that Perfection is not realistic nor fail.