A Tapping Journey - Shift Wide Open

Safe

10/5/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 29 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I was raised to feel beholding to others and to turn myself inside out to gain their favor----I want to be done with that
KC: Even though as a child it was not safe to be alone---I want to be done with that
KC: Even though it doesn’t feel safe to be alone---I want to be done with that

EB: Alone
SE: Safe to be alone
UE: I give myself permission
UN: To feel open, spacious and grateful always
CH: Especially when alone
CB: I give myself permission to not be beholding to others
UA: I give myself permission to be alone
TH: To enjoy being alone

EB: To always feel
SE: Present, open, spacious, grateful
UE: And open to receiving a miracle
UN: To create and allow miracles
CH: I am safe to create my desired life
CB: I give myself permission to allow my dreams
UA: To come to fruition
TH: What stupidity am I using to maintain the illusion

EB: That I may not create the life of my dreams
SE: Everything that is times a godzillion
UE: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
UN: Pod and Poc it
CH: I’m sorry, please forgive me
CB: For taking so long to get it
UA: That I can give myself permission to bring
TH: My dreams into fruition

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: By being present, open and willing to accept miracles

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to safely create miracles

Safe

10/2/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 28 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I was raised to feel beholding to others and to turn myself inside out to gain their favor----I want to be done with that
KC: Even though as a child it was not safe to be alone---I want to be done with that
KC: Even though it doesn’t feel safe to be alone---I want to be done with that

EB: Saying goodbye to the habit of being beholding
SE: Saying goodbye to the fear of being alone
UE: Saying goodbye to old habits and reactions
UN: Everything that brings up times a godzillion
CH: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
CB: Right and wrong, good and bad
UA: Pod and Poc
TH: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds

EB: All the stress
SE: All the complications
UE: All my physical limitations
UN: I’m ready to let you go
CH: From every cell membrane
CB: And cell receptor site
UA: I am ready to feel safe
TH: Peaceful

EB: Calm and relaxed
SE: Alone
UE: When interrupted
UN: To destroy and un-create it then or afterwards
CH: To slowly change my reactions
CB: I give myself permission to change
UA: I’m sorry body, please forgive me
TH: Let’s step by step destroy and un-create our old reactions

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: Pod and Poc them

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to feel safe

Safe

10/1/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 27 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I was raised to feel beholding to others and to turn myself inside out to gain their favor----I want to be done with that
KC: Even though as a child it was not safe to be alone---I want to be done with that
KC: Even though it doesn’t feel safe to be alone---I want to be done with that

EB: Terrorized
SE: Illnesses
UE: Complications
UN: Stress on my mind and body
CH: Still in the habit of fear
CB: Reacting when alone
UA: Afraid of being hurt
TH: Alone then interrupted and hurt

EB: All this fear
SE: What stupidity am I using to maintain the illusion
UE: That my being alone will be violently interrupted
UN: That I won’t know what to say or do
CH: Without more fallout
CB: Everything that is times a godzillion
UA: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
TH: Right and wrong, good and bad

EB: Pod and Poc
SE: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds
UE: I’m sorry body. Please forgive me
UN: For holding onto this stress and fear
CH: Let’s destroy and un-create some more
CB: We are safe
UA: Going on this journey is safe
TH: Our tormentors are no longer here

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: We are safe---you can relax body, mind, and soul

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to feel safer alone

Safe

9/30/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 26 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I was raised to feel beholding to others and to turn myself inside out to gain their favor----I want to be done with that
KC: Even though as a child it was not safe to go my own way---I want to be done with that
KC: Even though it doesn’t feel safe at times to follow my own path---I want to be done with that illusion

EB: I never felt safe alone
SE: My solitude was always interrupted
UE: Often violently
UN: It still is interrupted
CH: I never felt safe
CB: I’m learning to destroy and un-create the fear
UA: If I’m alone I’ll be interrupted and hurt
TH: What stupidity am I using to maintain the illusion

EB: That I’ll be hurt if I am alone and not anticipating their desires and ego
SE: And everything that is times a godzillion
UE: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
UN: Right and wrong, good and bad
CH: Pod and Poc
CB: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds
UA: Not feeling safe alone
TH: Never safe

EB: Resulting in physical illnesses
SE: I’m sorry body
UE: It was never safe for us to be alone
UN: Everything that brings up times a godzillion
CH: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
CB: Right and wrong, good and bad
UA: Pod and Poc
TH: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: Let’s keep destroying and un-creating all that fear

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to dive higher and to transmute all my limitations

Safe

9/29/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 25 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I was raised to feel beholding to others and to turn myself inside out to gain their favor----I want to be done with that
KC: Even though as a child it was not safe to go my own way---I want to be done with that
KC: Even though it doesn’t feel safe at times to follow my own path---I want to be done with that illusion

EB: I was raised to be beholding
SE: To settle for scraps
UE: To give myself away
UN: To seek others approval
CH: To never know what made me happy
CB: I never felt safe
UA: I had to pretzel myself too much
TH: Every decision I made was with others in mind

EB: Would they approve
SE: How would they like me
UE: How could I buy their favor
UN: I was never enough
CH: I was never safe
CB: I was punished if I tried
UA: I’m sorry, please forgive me
TH: What stupidity am I using to maintain the illusion

EB: That I am not safe to be me
SE: Everything that is times a godzillion
UE: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
UN: Right and wrong, good and bad
CH: Pod and Poc
CB: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds
UA: I’m sorry, please forgive me
TH: My birthright is to grow in love and then give from the overflow

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: I’m ready to get back on track and feel safe

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to feel safe alone

Safe

9/28/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 24 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I was raised to feel beholding to others and to turn myself inside out to gain their favor----I want to be done with that
KC: Even though as a child it was not safe to go my own way---I want to be done with that
KC: Even though it doesn’t feel safe at times to follow my own path---I want to be done with that illusion

EB: Some have shunned me
SE: Because I’m not living my life according to their rules
UE: Some judge me
UN: Some have left me
CH: All because I’m not living according to their rules
CB: I’m sorry please forgive me
UA: I need to let you make your choices
TH: And I get to make mine

EB: I’m sorry it’s confusing for all of us
SE: I’m sorry you don’t approve of my independence
UE: At times I don’t feel safe and want to cave
UN: Be codependent again
CH: What stupidity am I using to maintain the illusion
CB: That I am only safe if others approve of me
UA: Everything that is times a godzillion
TH: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion

EB: Right and wrong, good and bad
SE: Pod and Poc
UE: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds
UN: I’m sorry you think I should be beholding to you
CH: I’m sorry I can’t anymore
CB: The cost is too high for my soul
UA: I can now create and not have to live according to your rules
TH: I don’t have to give myself away on any level for anyone

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: I don’t have to settle for scraps either

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to create for me

Safe

9/25/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 23 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I never felt safe even in my body and thought I had to control my world in order to feel safe, I choose to dive high into the new energy
KC: Even though I was never safe as a child, I’m growing in the habit of destroying that illusion
KC: Even though a part of me doesn’t think I’ll ever feel or be safe, I choose to destroy and un-create that illusion

EB: Safe
SE: They ignore me
UE: I’m not used to that
UN: They at times judge me
CH: And they are not physically hurting me
CB: The words don’t seem as harsh
UA: That is different from my childhood
TH: I am growing in feeling safer and safer

EB: The outward appearance of happiness
SE: I look at them
UE: They look one way and the energy is needy
UN: What stupidity am I using to maintain the illusion
CH: That I am not on the right path for me
CB: And everywhere I compare my insides to their outsides
UA: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
TH: Right and wrong, good and bad

EB: Pod and Poc
SE: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds
UE: I’m sorry, please forgive me for comparing my peacefulness
UN: With their outsides
CH: Thank you for reminding me
CB: That this journey is about me doing what is loving for me
UA: I am safe
TH: I am ready to create what will make me happy

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: I am ready to create what makes me happy on my journey

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to create without feeling I owe anyone anything----they have shown their choices and left me alone---I am safe and un-beholding to anyone finally

Safe

9/24/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 22

KC: Even though I never felt safe even in my body and thought I had to control my world in order to feel safe, I choose to dive high into the new energy
KC: Even though I was never safe as a child, I’m growing in the habit of destroying that illusion
KC: Even though a part of me doesn’t think I’ll ever feel or be safe, I choose to destroy and un-create that illusion

EB: Alone
SE: I feel alone on this journey
UE: Some people choose dysfunctional or codependent relationships
UN: And they seem really happy
CH: Or some choose to relive the past over and over
CB: And they seem really happy
UA: They have their tribe of people
TH: Who live in that limitation

EB: They all seem happy and yet
SE: The vibration is circular
UE: Not upward
UN: I feel alone
CH: I’m not sure who I am
CB: Or what will come next
UA: It’s an adventure for sure
TH: One I must do alone

EB: Safe
SE: Do I feel safe
UE: Discovery
UN: It feels more like I’m a discoverer
CH: I’m going where I’ve never been before
CB: Open, spacious and grateful
UA: Safe
TH: Expanding up

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: I start to get jealous and then I remember I chose to go beyond limitation

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to dive higher

Safe

9/23/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 21 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I never felt safe even in my body and thought I had to control my world in order to feel safe, I choose to dive high into the new energy
KC: Even though I was never safe as a child, I’m growing in the habit of destroying that illusion
KC: Even though a part of me doesn’t think I’ll ever feel or be safe, I choose to destroy and un-create that illusion

EB: Others can choose illusion
SE: It may give them the illusion of safety
UE: They are not right
UN: And I am not wrong
CH: SAFE
CB: I am safe
UA: Swimming in light, high vibrating energy
TH: Everywhere I make others wrong for their limitation

EB: As they have done and do to me for my choices
SE: I destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
UE: Right and wrong, good and bad
UN: Pod and Poc
CH: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds
CB: I’m sorry, please forgive me
UA: I bless them
TH: For they know not what they do

EB: Limitation
SE: lower vibrating energy
UE: It may be their choice
UN: I give myself permission to let them choose
CH: Which energy they want to live in
CB: I forgive myself for judging
UA: And lovingly destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion-Pod and Poc it
TH: I choose to swim in the SAFETY of higher vibrating energy

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: I love diving up into higher energy

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I don’t have to show anyone the way---I am SAFE and it is their choice to follow

Safe

9/22/2015

It’s a process to want it, choose it, let go, and start to feel it and know it is growing in you. Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off Pt 20 (access consciousness and some ho’oponopono)

KC: Even though I never felt safe even in my body and thought I had to control my world in order to feel safe, I choose to dive high into the new energy
KC: Even though I was never safe as a child, I’m growing in the habit of destroying that illusion
KC: Even though a part of me doesn’t think I’ll ever feel or be safe, I choose to destroy and un-create that illusion

EB: Safe
SE: Not a place
UE: A state of feeling
UN: Free from dense lower vibrating energy
CH: Even in the muck and mire of 3D limitations
CB: It awaits us if we dive up into it
UA: We can even wade up into it
TH: We can dip our toes up into it

EB: It was there all along
SE: Safe
UE: I am safe
UN: All I have to do is destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
CH: Everywhere I think the illusionary “if only”
CB: I can destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
UA: Right and wrong, good and bad
TH: Pod and Poc

EB: All nine, shorts, boys and beyonds
SE: And return to SAFE
UE: I’m sorry SAFE, please forgive me
UN: I thought others were entitled to you---not me
CH: I was wrong
CB: Thank you for never leaving
UA: Thank you for being there
TH: Thank you, I love you

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: SAFE

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to swim higher and higher