KC: Even though my back story is bleak I must look at it to discover my beliefs about money because I want to shift my thinking about money.
KC: Even though I had mixed messages around money growing up I need to look at them because I want to change my thinking about money.
KC: Even though this is overwhelming I can look at a few things at a time because I want to change my thinking about money.
EB: My Dad referred to himself as a “poor-slob”
SE: He said if someone wanted to rob us they’d have to bring the “stuff” with them to have something to rob
UE: My Dad never had money
UN: He always borrowed form me and never paid me back
CH: His wife stole his money and hid it
CB: Deception around money
UA: Loosing jobs and money struggles
TH: Never enough money for “things”
EB: I wasn’t allowed to take ballet classes—too much money
SE: A winter coat only every two years- so what if my coat didn’t fit
UE: Two skirts and three blouses- being poked fun of in school
UN: Working since age 8 to earn money to buy “things” I valued
CH: The “things” were how I placed value on myself
CB: Being told GOD didn’t’ even love me
UA: Being told I was no good
TH: Unwanted, unloved, and alone- only noticed if I had money
EB: I don’t want that pattern anymore
SE: I don’t want to beat myself up for not seeing this before
UE: I didn’t see that one reason I keep money away is because I was trying to fill myself up and love myself thru “things” and thinking people liked me if I gave them money
UN: I can learn to buy what I NEED not want
CH: I can fill up on Source
CB: Feel and know that God or Source does love me after all he/she led me to tapping
UA: I can look for healthy people or support groups that deal with money
TH: I’m worth letting go of the pain of the past
Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh
CB: I’m not a “poor-slob” and don’t need to carry out that pattern. I can honor and respect myself and my money. I can let go of this old thinking one day at a time. Dang I could have had a better life- I can start having a better life now!