Goodbyes

Sometimes we know we are done with people, places and even things and out of habit or loyalty we stay long after the expiration date.  Let’s borrow benefits and tap some charge off. Pt 29 (with access consciousness)

Messages that god hated me

KC: Even though as a child I was told every day that God hated me and that I was no good---I want to shift this thinking
KC: Even though the adult in my life did everything in her power to prove that I was damned and all hope was gone---I want to say goodbye to those messages
KC: Even though I look everywhere in my life for proof of God’s loving me or not---I want to put that behavior to bed

EB: All this anger
SE: At her
UE: At myself for believing it
UN: Internalizing it
CH: At God for not stopping her
CB: I’m pissed
UA: I’m angry
TH: I’m sad

EB: I’m scared
SE: What if she is right
UE: All this anger at God
UN: How could you let this happen
CH: How could you allow her to hurt me
CB: Everything that is times a godzillion
UA: I destroy and un-create it now
TH: Right and wrong, good and bad

EB: Pod and Poc, all nines, shorts, boys and beyonds
SE: What stupidity am I using to maintain the illusion
UE: That I can prove that God hates me
UN: And all the anger I am holding onto
CH: I choose to destroy and un-create it now times a godzillion
CB: Right and wrong, good and bad
UA: Pod and Poc, all nine, shorts, boys and beyonds
TH: I choose to start letting this go from every cell in my body

Breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth- ahhhh

CB: I choose to say goodbye to this stupid thinking

When the limiting thoughts come back tap on the UE and say or think: I am ready to know the truth